Friday, February 6, 2009 1:05 AM

how i feel (5 or 6 feb)

♥hey updating le.. heeheex..
o wanna wish clara a very happy birthday today.. all the best girl.. love ya lots..

boring everyday stay at home doing notting,, everyday sleep at 6++am wake up at 4++pm
BORING everyday do that same thing...
4++PM wake up brash my teeth go down bath then eat then see tv and use laptop all the way
7pm see ch8 then 8pm off com go back to my room then see tv again then wait for 5mins then on laptop again then 9pm see ch8 again then 10 see ch5 then hoping ppl will call me up can chat.. then dunno what time pray then sing some songs.. then see tv but noting to see then 3++AM try to sleep but cannot sleep till 6++am that is how my day go for maybe 3 or 4 day or maybe more i cant remb... boring...

o yeah tmr can go out le... yes someone ask me out i was thinking going out alone tmr but hahahas someone call.. so happy :D

life can be so boring when your alone
so when you have friend just go enjoy
like when your in school go have fun but still must lean something la
when you grow up things will change or maybe just for me..
what if i when to ite???

i think i will not be so bored so emo coz i will have lots of classmates schoolmate friends not like now.. alot of my sec sch fren then when to ite then know new fren then they forget about me like

my use to be best fren jasmine everytime i'm the one calling her o ya she will call me only when she need someone to help her to lie to her ah ma, how sad is this??? hello what happen to us we use to go out every month for a few times then now i haven seem you for i think more then 6month???

then my lao po.. she cant go out everytime hi lao po miss you le and things like that.. but do you really do?? hello.. then somemore we dun have the link le you are always not happy your alway sad sometime when i call you. is alitter bring la.. last time we got alot alot alot of things to talk de lei i dunno what happen.. but your still the best la.. i still love ya.. i'm not lieing.. i wanna make things better ya..

then nikki.. we use to talk n the phone alot alot alot.. she is alway there for me ALWAY but now everytime dunno if i should call her coz she is always busy. i really miss her.. i know that she is very busy i just feel very sad why is everyone like forgetting me... HELLO i'm here can anyone see me?? now only by msn and facebook then i can talk to nikki.. ma ma i miss you!!

then lucas i use to can tell him alots of things too but now cannot le. coz noe i feel that we are just cgl and members it feels like we are not frens. i remb i told him that he always dun remb me then he ask me what?? then i didnt ans back.. about now i can i only alk to him on some of the week end but i'll see him in all the week ends then when he call or msg me is when he needs something or when he wanna ask me something about the cell group.. i was think this is not what a firendship is like rite???

then johnna my pri sch fren she was like my best fren in pri sch but i know that she is not really good so ya,, then i'm sick of her always talking but bands what LV PARDA GUESS ******* alot more i dun care about all of that come on i'm only 18 tis year!!

to the world all i need now if now bags wallet all this ex ex things.. all i need is a ture firend
who will talk to me when i'm feeling down who i can tell him or her everything.. who can just meet me for noting and have dinner togethe talking stupid things, who i can be by his or her sit when then need me,, ok i'll aways be there for everyone when you guys need me. but when i need you where are you?? nikki i wan you back being there for me.. i wan a firend that will be there for me..
i remb i was telling val mom very long ago..
i was saying aunty i'm just her firend, i will not be here for her forever one day i'll change cell group or i dun come the churuch le how?? so aunty you are her mother you will be with her for longer then me till the day you die or till the day she die you be there for her coz you are the one who give birth to her now me.. one day i'll walk out of her life. i remb i said something like that.. so why am i asking forever??? i'm stupid la.. o God

sorry i know there will be alot of wrong spelling coz i didnt think of what i wanna write so i so rite how i feel..
sorrry :D