Monday, March 23, 2009 1:16 AM

♥arrrr!!!!!!
everything is not going well....
in church i'm not doing well....
in cell group i'm doing like shit...
the now at home... what is all this????
sometimes you ask me to study...
then sometimes you assk me to lean things.....
then now i tell you i wan to study then you tell me that will i really go study...
then you say no use de study this... then you ask money is no prob???
then ask me to go lean other things!!!!!!!
then when i say i wan to lean other things you ask me to go study......
WHAT THE HELL!!!!!!!
why not now i just stay home all day....
like that you happy....
or now you wan me to go lean things that i dun wan like the stupid hair thing.......
i hate all of this la....
why everything can't go the way i wan???
why everything must be the why you all like......
i so sick of this....
mon to fri = fight wif bro and sis
sat and sun use to be the day i love the most.. coz i feel like i got everything i feel that ppl care for me... then now everything is gone................
why is my life like that.....
what did i do wrong????
now everything is so stupid...
everything is so useless...
or it is just me....
i hate this type of life.......
God izzit coz i stop parying and stop fasting and reading the bible then you do all this to me and stop tithe and offering and building fund????
i so sick of life la.......
what the hell.....
who can take me away from all of this???
i hate this so much...
i just got hope and now my hope is gone!!!
i'm so sick of crying everyday...
i'm so sick of thing being like this....
i really have noting now....
no frens no hope no one who loves me no one who care for me NOTING...
stop saying that you care for me if you dun.....
i dun one any lies....
STOP IT!!!!!!!
i really dunno what to do la....
i dunno...