Monday, March 9, 2009 12:23 AM

♥feel super sick..
have fever last night was like a super bad day for me..
super sad.. feelig super tried.. coz move alot.. like a dead fish..

in the morning i when to see the doc..
then my deegree was 39.. thats way i can't stand up this morning..
can't walk. feel like falling anytime
so i was feeling better le in the afternoon fever was gone.. but now is coming back up..

feeling down.. aasking myself
why am i so stupid?
why am i thinking things way?
why can't i just dun give up?
why dose it hurt so much?
why do i feel so sad?
why am i writing things?
why am i scard?
why cant i just try again?
why am i aways acting?
why do i care so much after i do all the wrong things?
why so part of me still care if there is a God?
what is happening to the old yiling?
where is she?
where is he when i need Him?

so many more thing i wanna ask.. but i'm stoping here..
who can ans me??