Monday, March 23, 2009 1:56 AM

♥i hate you...
or maybe i hate myself more...
i hate all of this i can't stop crying...
i dun wanna cry...
i very tired you know...
anyone know???
i'm always trying to be happy...
i alway try to make ppl happy...
everytime i may seem to be very happy but you all know how i feel???
nobody knows how i feel...
in the house i live in no one knows how i feel...
i'm so sad i do you all know???
is not that i dun wanna tell you all that i'm not doing well but what will you all say...
if i tell you that i didn't go to church coz i'm not doing well...
you all will not ask me why le...
but you all will be happy...
why everything i do in this house.. you all dun like it
the bro leh...
everytime time scold me go church...
you know how heart pain is this???
then trow my bible on the grond...
then yi ting le...
you always think that yoou right... are you sure...
always say thing to hurt me...
i really cannot take it anymore la...

i'm always trying to make everyone happy.. but end up what i get???
i didn't say anything... forget it man..
no one cares NO ONE!!