Tuesday, March 10, 2009 11:14 PM

♥what the hell i wirte a super long post then it's gone.. now i have to do it again!!! arr!!
it was something like that...

i'm so scary..
have this super bad nightmare ytd ok maybe this morning woke up 6++am..
i dun wanna lose anyone.. am so scard to lose ppl not as in there dead or what but your not so close to but you are close before..

the dream
me my mum and my sis we when to someones house and clean for them i dunno whos house and why i'm leaning there house coz it was i dream i guess..
so there is alot of chairs so we are puting them to togethe then we will more rooms to walk we are puting them so i look at my mum and she look so old.. and she forget who am i.. i dun wan..
she was like saying who are you?? it was so scary i woke up and cry and cry... i'm so scard..
at then point of time i really really wanna call ppl and chat but i didn't.. coz i'm scare if the person is sleeping and they will think that i'm stupid..

the list of ppl i dun wannna lose
-ma ma-
-pa pa-
-sis-
bro
-A.T-
-david-
kai lin
-valerie-
-nikki-

last time there is alot of ppl i dun wanna lose alot alot more then this.. but at time gose by things change..
some ppl at the list i can feel that i'm lose-ing them le.. i dun wan all of this.. some of them i may not show that i care for them but i do just that i dunno how to show it.. like i may say that i dislike the person but her name is on the list fnny right?? i dun reallly know what i'm trying to say but i dun wanna lose anymore ppl anymore frens..
i really dunno how to show my feeling out.. arr!!
whaever man. who's cares!!!!!!!!!!!!!