Sunday, April 19, 2009 10:05 PM

♥I'm going Crazy, CRAZY!!! I'm telling you
Everything is just breaking apart, friendship is breaking...
You so mad at me and it hurt alot..
I'm feel like the big bad wolf now..
Ok maybe I am.. I hate/loath myself !!!
How can I make you cry.. ?
If you dunno, it hurts me alot.. And I'm so sorry.. Why is everything like this??!
All the days of my life was dissapointing.
I'm so, so, so disspointed with myself...I'm so anger with myself..

I want to be alone but at the same time I don't wanna be alone..
Yi Ling can't do it anymore...
She's sick of crying le..
I heard someone said that I am crying again just now..
YOU think I want meh??
I don't want all of this to be happening man.. I DON'T WANT IT TO HAPPEN!!!
Feeling so alone...when there is alot ppl with me but why do I still feel so alone..
I remember someone told me this before..
(You can be alone, but your not lonely)
I want a hug.. I don't wanna feel alone..

OH ya just now I was sitting on the swing, just right out side of my house..
And when I went into my house, my dad asked me whether I was sick??
Cause I usually don't sit outside of my house..
As time goes by I have been really closehearted..
I don't share things and thoughts or even problem with any of my family or friends.
I'm being coldhearted much more you could say I'm being EMO-ing.
SORRY