Sunday, April 12, 2009 1:37 AM

♥ok lets see ytd...
what did i do ytd...
o man i can't remb
opps..

today..
i told them i will go to church..
but i dun feel like going so i was ask HOW??
but in the end i when on the way there i was msg micah i was telling o man i dun feel like going le lei... hahhas
so funny la so many ppl ask me to go then i'm like whatever
so in my heart i was like so scare to go to church..
really really scare i was think can i not go can i not go??
and asking myself why did i say i will go!!
yiling your stupid!!!
was not in the mood coz there is lots of mix feelings i know..
on the way to church was really bad..
then i when in the church i duuno why but i feel super happy
is like really happy..
then i remb lucas told me before
i can see you trying ................................ try to put your hard higher..
so i did.. for so long today i get to prise in a heart that i wan to..
:)
i was always feeling tired feeling down sick of life..
ok maybe i still am but i feel alitter more awake now..
when down to the alter call..
so i hope that something good will happen in my life..